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[16 Jun 2004|12:12am]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | yellowcard - back home ]

im a fucking retard

 

pistons won!!!

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[15 Jun 2004|07:43pm]
I <3 my mommys vagina

...i eat it everynight:)
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AMANDAS 16th b-day!! [11 Jun 2004|02:03am]
[ mood | COUGHING ]
[ music | kinda pissed that i have this cough so im not in the mood ]

yo hmmmm i dont really feel like typing much just that

 

pistons are gonna take LAKERS all the way!!!

summer vacation is finally fucking here !!!!!!!!!

 

AMANDAS B-DAY WAS TODAY AND I WANNA WISH HER A HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

I GAVE AMANDAS STEP DAD A HUG LOL

AND LETS SEEE

AMANDA UR ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS AND I LOVE AND CARE ABOUT U A LOT AND IM REALLLY GLAD ME AND U ARE REALLY GOOD FRIENDS NOW, AND I HOPE WE WILL BE FRIENDS FOR A LONG LONG TIME! AND IF U EVER NEED TO TALK TO SOMEBODY I AM ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU NO MATTER WHAT. YOU ARE A GREAT FRIEND AND I HOPE YOU HAD FUN TODAY AT UR BIRTHDAY CUZ I DID, IT MADE ME HAPPY THAT U WERE CHEERED UP TODAY! IT REALLY DID, I KNOW THE PAST COUPLE OF DAYS HAVE BEEN HARD FOR YOU AND I REALLY HOPE THE BEST FOR YOU AND I DO BELIEVE SOONER OR LATER ITS GONNA BLOW BY, AND I KNOW HOW U TALKED ABOUT LAST SUMMER BEING THE BEST SUMMER EVER.. WELL LETS TRY AND MAKE THIS SUMMER JUST AS GOOD ... AND I HAVE A FEELING WE WILL HAVE TONS OF FUN TOO.. SOO YEAH THINGS WILL GET BETTER FOR U THROUGH OUT TIME AND HOPEFULLY SOONER OR LATER U WILL REALIZE IT...YOU MEAN SOO MUCH TO ME AND ALL OF YOUR FRIENDS AND WE ALL ARE GONNA TRY AND HELP YOU THROUGH SOME OF YOUR PROBLEMS..... IM LIKE RAMBLING I WASNT SUPPOSE TO MAKE THIS ENTRY THAT LONG OH WELL THE POINT IS THAT YOUR A GREAT GREAT GREAT PERSON AND ID DO ANYTHING FOR U TO MAKE YOU HAPPY... AND THAT THINGS WILL GET BETTER WITH YOU!  LOVE YA AMANDA AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

bRaD

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yo [31 May 2004|12:26am]
[ music | Yellowcard - life of a salesman ]

hey i am like sooo extremely hyper right now and its fucking insane i swear i drank a small SOBE adreneline drink and a ...LOST energy drink and i am all shakey now... hmmm lately ive been hanging with amanda, michael, and veronica like all weekend which is fun cuz amanda is my best friend and fun to hang out with unless shes doing something stupid like stuff i dont like her doing....yeah today me and michael offered to clean her room up for the hell of it i was all jittery and pumped so i started cleaning cuz i couldnt be loud....then on the way home i was listening to music too loud and now i got this loud as ringing in my ear and its weird cuz i never get this from listening to music...i dont even get it form concerts soo its really strange and annoying.... this break has been sweet.. on friday i met one of justins friends named amanda.. shes really nice and seems like a really cool person.me and justin are suppose to go hang with her tommarow for a little bit so that'll be fun

school gets out in 2 weeks not even, we dont even have full weeks of school anymore we go back tuesday then the following week we get out on thursday and thats gonna be the shit cuz i wanna party on the last day of school... u have no idea how happy i am gonna be to get the fuck outta lakeshore for 2 and half months maybe longer? yeah summer should be sweet... i am hoping to bring friends and whatnot to my cottage up north this summer and have fun up there...

yeah i started my job back up at metro and yes like before i hate people... soo many dumb people out there...i got off early tho because the supervisor there likes me so i got to go home...theres so many new people working there this year its gonna be fun to mess with them haha i hope some newbies quit too so i can get some of my friends a job there yessssss

i am bored and hyper and i am shaking like crazy.... and theres a ringing noise in my ear... this sucks..... blah so yeah this is it

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[23 May 2004|01:21am]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | haha my mood is chipper whatever the fuck that is ]

yeaaaahhh dashboard concert on thursday it was fun i saw matt and his friend nicole up there that was pretty sweet i hung with them for awhile then went to hang out with my crew i came with concert was sweet get up kids rocked, thrice fucking kicked ass and dashboard kicked ass so yeah after sitting in the parking lot for 30 minutes we got out onto the main road.... and traffic started picking up again all good and i look over to amanda and go " are u ok " cuz she looked mad or something and i look back at the road and the traffic is at a complete stop i stomp on the brake and screech the brakes and i stopped just in enough time.....

amanda goes " omg brad " and jessica was like " bra du gotta be more care..... " *CRASH* a car hits us at like 35 mph from behind jessica went flying around cuz she didnt wear a belt i got outta the car after screaming FUCK cuz im a fucking mean ass pyscho i suppose... i get out and the girl in front of me is like " are u ok " i was like yeah and we went to the car that hit me and her car was FUCKED UP it was all smokey insdie her car me and the girl in front of me had to help the driver out cuz the air bag was holding her in but get this.... the girl didnt put the car in PARK she either still had it on drive or neutral cuz as soon as she got outta the car her car starts rolling down the road and almost hit oncomming traffic... yeah thats fucked up sooooo guess who got the ticket for it all???? yeha thats right NOT ME the girl that hit me heh.....but amanda L, jessica and amanda M went to the hospital....FOR WHIPLASH! jessica and amanda L had it bad tho amanda has a bump on her head and jessicas vision was all blurry and she couldnt move her neck real well....so yeah after that i had no1 to drive home with me..... i get into a accident and u think i really wanna be alone??? fuck no i was scared shitless..literally scared to death pretty much getting on the freeway was a chore seriously i was driving all over the place cuz i was soo shaky... i called  my dad like 5 times literally asking him where to go and shit it took me an hour and half to get home cuz it started pouring rain and storming and i was driving like 60 mph on the freeway cuz i couldnt see barely anything.... it sucked ass yeah i got home and my stomach liked dropped i couldnt eat but i was hungry i was all still shakey and i was worried a little about my friends in the hospital even tho i knew they were gonna be alright but still i got 2 hours of sleep went to school and then hung with amanda and jessica and watched shrek...

 

kinda weird a few weeks ago when i was all depressed i was thinking about getting in a car accident like what it would be like and shit... now i know its fucking scary i seriously dont wanna drive anywhere outta around my city or the cities around me it sucks.....

 

today i worked till 9ish went to jessicas and watched amanda dye jessicas tips pink but they turned out not to great it was shitty dye i guess or there wasnt enough but oh well

 

yeah and i guess i really changed and i am really mean now that me and amanda arent going out anymore??? i dunno i dont see a difference really i dont get how i am mean

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[18 May 2004|11:24pm]
[ mood | stoned ]
[ music | chingy - chingy jackpot ]

wow i thought i was better about shit but i found some shit out and im all depressed again.. sucks so much ass

 

well fools yesterday i hung with jim his g/f, mckee, casey and jessica and amanda were there too and justin it was pretty cool then me and amanda went tanning and it was kool then i went home and went to bills at 10:30 pm and got soooo plastered omfg i was gonna go in at 1 am like planned but i was really drunk and i said " fuck school man ill sleep in my classes tommarow " sooo yeah i stumbled home at like 2am and dropped on my bed and woke up for school today with a baaaaad headache and felt pretty poopy.. i dindt bother showering i just got up dressed and went to school was tooo lazy to do shit i slept in all my classes till lunch i ate lunch adn i felt fine again just tired...

 

after school i came home and chilled and talked to people online felt shitty for saying certain things but yeah im soryr for that.... then amanda called and asked if i was hanging out and i said "YES" and then i got depressed cuz i was thinking about something and it really disapointed me and make me kinda sick cuz i cant believe it... so i went to brians parked my car there went to this kid anthonys house and cruised around and shit... then went to nicolais and had more fun ..... i was soo glad to chill with everyone again i missed everything and everyone yeha then ic ame home and here i am...my eyes are like almost glued shut....

this friday me, bill, joe, joes g/f and our friends lisa and leslie are going to bills for a bom fire and to get drunk so hopefully thats fun

DASHBOARD ON THURSDAY!!!! FUCK YEAH!!!!

fuck all the bad shit going on right now i dont care anymore...

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[16 May 2004|11:24am]
[ music | Taking back sunday - theres no I in team ]

ho ho mr lewis is a true dumbass!! but yeh that was random lately ive been hanging with my friend ross and hes one cool dude...lol hmmm this whole week in school went by real fast and but it was hell cuz it was sooo god damn hot and lets see friday i didnt go to school and i hung with dino, amanda, vee and jessica and malone we went to the abandoned houses we always loved and shit and then went to vees and i got mad at amanda for flirting with dino or whatever and i drove off being the psycho i am lol and i came back and basically talked about how we wont be getting back together forever or a long time who know and i got mad and just left for home and left amanda a buncha mean messages on her away message and we argued for awhile and fought it was pretty sad tho cuz i realized shes one of my best friends and cares about me still about what i do and shit and i HAD to say sorry cuz i cant stay mad at anyone let alone her and i got over the fact we wont be together for awhile and just said  best friends and i told her if her and dino are gonna go out or whatever i will be totally happy with it and support them :-) ill support her with whoever but yeah i decided to work on my problems i have with my personality such as

phsychoness

pouty

mooch

selfish

broke ass lol

yeah soo this summer i will help myself out with that shit my mom said i am gonna get some help for my anger lol cuz i get angry easy and it sucks so yeah and i know i can help me pouting and everything else pretty much

 

yeah besides that friday after al that shit went down me and ross went to marlenas and visited her for awhile and then this weird hooker named kim walked in and me and ross got scared and left for justins and ross got super drunk and was falling all over the place he was quiet funny he kept rubbing justins nipples when we left for no reason

 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARLENA!!!!!

AMANDA I AM GLAD WE ARE STILL FRIENDS TOO!!! EVN IF US CANT WORK OUT  BEST FRIENDS FOREVER!!!! if not forever then a long long long long long long long long long time!!

 

my ass is burnt from tanning!!!

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[12 May 2004|11:02pm]
All For the EmO: You are not a bad person, you are great! You are a sweetheart! This is Karen and I read the last part of what you said and you have to stop being so hard on yourself. Ooops, Jennifer is whining, gotta go! Think positive! :-)

aww amandas mom is so awesome!!!

:-)
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[23 Apr 2004|05:55pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | blink 182 - pathetic ]

wow is all i can really say......i wanna apologize to my friends for leaving you guys outta my plans all the time and i also wanna apologize for the people who care about me and dont want me to do bad things like smoke pot and drink alcohol....either way i am fucked up and it sucks.....shit sucks so bad right now like crazy... i love the feeling of being in love like crazy.....but it sucks when your in love and u dont get the same love back from the person....... i am honestly seeing my life going to shit within the next couple months... go back to the old days when i would sit in nicolais basement all day everyday smoking maaaad pot... like that.....yes it sucks cuz i smoke pot for one reason because i am unhappy and it cheers me up...and its sad that i have to resort to pot to cheer my worthless ass up but its true....i mean yeha i miss my old friends and shit and i miss the old times but i dunno anymore the way things are going with me ill be back down in that basement in no time so dont worry guys..... :-( its sad for me to say this but sometimes i do wish i was smoking pot and laughing at everything imaginable again but i am trying so hard not to go back to that.......SO HARD.....its pathetic that i have to do that and i am pathetic but whatever happens from now on happens  :-(

 

life sucks ass

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[18 Apr 2004|10:23pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]
[ music | New Found Glory - No News is Good News ]

ehhh break sucked really bad....things are now starting to get to be OK......not the way they used to be... i like barely update this shit at all sooo i dont really have to much to say....dashboard concert is next month which is gonna be sweet as hell..cant wait for that..school starts up tommarow which really sucks cuz i hate school so much and its sooo miserable out its toooo humid to even have fun...alls i wanna do is sit in a house all day with teh air conditioning cranked... i am so lazy...had a few bom fires over break which were alright... and cruised around alot...i cant wait till summer break.... going up north, sleeping in, air conditioning, my pool, and believe it or not working at metro beach even tho most people who go there in general are assholes and i hate them....but yeah boring entry, i dont care not much to say,

i miss you.....

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[12 Apr 2004|02:34am]

amanda when i first got to know u, i thought u were the coolest, most beautiful girl ive met everything about u i loved and to this day i still love u and cherish you as if u were a gift from god you are seriously like an angel and i love you with every inch of my body and i care about you more then anyone or anything on this earth and NOTHING and i really mean it when i say this NOTHING will ever let me change my mind...when i first went out with u i honestly thought i was the luckiest kid around like no joke babe.....and when i told u a few days ago that if u went to my school i would think u are the most beautiful girl in the school i was speaking the truth u are honestly like a saint...when i see u my day gets better.... if my days horrible ill talk to u or see u and i will just get in a better mood, everything u do, i love the way u mock me, i love the way u hit me, i love the way u tell me to speed, i love when u hit me, i love when u give me massive titty twisters....i just LOVE you all around every last peice of u Amanda Lynn Letcavage no matter what you do or what you say nothing is gonna stop the fact that i feel that way from u....yes you may think u have problems but we all do and like us all we all need someone there for us to talk to...and i want to be one of those people u come to, just to talk to....remember amanda i am " one of the girls " if you need anything hunny i am here for you, if u need a shoulder to cry on i am here for you..i am here for you for anything....u truly are a great person amanda u are, u dont realize it cuz you messed up a few times but believe me u are a great person....perfect g/f.....excellent friend.......and i am sure even if ur mom or da ddont exactly say it in these words and wonderful daughter....u truly are beautiful and u need to realize that if u havent already........i love u Amanda Lynn Letcavage and i am willing to do anything for you......

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[28 Mar 2004|08:28pm]
[ mood | thinking ]
[ music | new found glory - all downhill from here ]

yoooo i am so bored and i am getting a cold sooooooo i am just gonna update with a a short entry saying i love you amanda and that i am not gay if anyone read my journal update yesterday....lol

 

ANYONE HEAR THAT NEW   NEW FOUND GLORY SONG!!!  ITS SOOOOOO FUCKING SWEET

 

REMEMBER THESE DUDES HAHA THEY FUCKIN ROCK

 

You’re hiding something, ‘cause it’s burning through your eyes
I try to get it out, but all I hear from you are lies

And I can tell you’re going through the motions
I figured you were acting out your part
Once again, we’re playing off emotion
Which one of us will burn until the end?

Catalyst, you insist to pull me down
You contradict the fact that you still want me around
And it’s all downhill from here
And it’s all downhill from here

Your good intentions slowly turn to bitterness
Reoccurring episodes with each and every kiss
(Let’s go!)

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.......... [24 Mar 2004|10:08pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | Dashboard - for justin ]

wow is all i can say i am saddened and shocked... friday was just incredibly shitty..... it started off great me, amanda, jessica, ryan and ashley went to lakeside mall and it was fun me, amanda and jessica raced ryan and ashley back to my house and ryan thought he knew a faster way so he passed me up and missed the turn which is much easier then his way so we won and i got home... and my brother yelled up to me.... " do u know justin mazmanian " i was like " yeah why " and my brother does " he died tonight " and right when he said that i couldnt believe it at all i was in shock pretty much.. so we all went to nicolai and everyone waited int he car and i went inside nicolais and it was dead silent in his basement and thats when i knew the news was for real and alls i could think of is seeing jjustin in school that same day talkin to our group of friends.... he died of a heart attack.... why is it the worst happens to the best i dont get it. i wasnt as close to him as all my other friends were but i was hurt by his death..... i missed the viewing and funeral but i went to the vigel held for him at our school where the coaches of the football and basketball teams spoke and then the mic was open to anyone to share a justin story... after that we all lit our candles and walked around the school alot of us stopped by his locker and sat in a moment of silence... then made our way to the gym and the candles lit the whole gym up and we had a moment of silence..... it was extremely sad :-( heres a poem someone wrote

 

Another day passed,
Never again see your face.
Merely a spirit,
Forever living in these broken hearts.
You left too soon,
And can't come back.
We miss you already,
Heaven took you too soon.
Only a junior,
A whole life ahead.
Sports to play,
Games to win.
College, family.
You'll be missed greatly,
But never forgotten.
A spirit never broken,
Forever living through those you touched-
With your kindness,
Your love,
Your joy,
Your greatness.
You came for a while and now you're gone.
You left us here with the memories.
Memories of happiness,
Memories of tears.
You help us through our fears,
Our fears of losing someone we love.
I know you're looking down on us,
With that silly little smirk.
No matter how bad a day was going,
You could make it better.
You didn't care about popularity,
Or if I was a freshmen,
You were still there for me.
I would give anything though,
To see you at church on Sunday.
To go to school,
Knowing I'll see you before 7th hour,
That I'll pass by your locker and see your smiling face,
That I'll walk by and get a hug,
And you'll mess up my hair.
I would give anything,
To just have 5 more minutes with you,
To say goodbye,
So you could tell me it would be alright,
So I could know for sure.
Because right now,
I'm missin you so bad.
I can't eat,
I can't sleep.
I just want to die,
So I could know I would see you soon.
So I could know I would be with you forever.
But for now I’ll live on,
And as long as I’m here on earth,
A part of you will be too.
You’ll be living forever in my heart.
Rest In Peace,
Look down on us forever,
Until we may see you again.
Because heaven got jealous,
Saw you were doin' too much good,
And had to take you away from all of us.
We love you Justin

 

Rest In Peace Justin " the armenian wonder" Mazmanian

we all love you and miss you

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[18 Mar 2004|11:50pm]
[ mood | happy i have amanda ]
[ music | the starting line - nothings gonna stop us now ]

ryan got his license wahooooooo!!! which is sweet

but yeah i dunno i have so much on my mind right now about parents and school and shit ive been fucking up alot of shit with amanda too :-/ and i really suck for that i think i'd give up pretty much anything.....yeah ANYTHING even my own license and freedom from parents just to go back in tiem and fix every wrong thing ive ever done to her.... i get mad at her when she says shit to me??? why??? why should i get mad at her when i should really be thinking to myself " i fucking deserve this " i deserve it for all the lies, freak outs, and pouts ive ever done to her...i care about her more then anything in this world...and i love her more then any words can describe,i would seriously take a fucking bullet for her and risk my own life for her, i put her over my friends, family, and school yeha u can say i am whipped i dont even care ill admit it....not pussy whipped....just whipped.....and i would do anything....ANYTHING for her to trust me again.....thats all i think about in school is either hanging out with amanda or just day dreaming about being with her like up north at my cottage or just me and her having a fun time... and someday hopefully in the summer those thigns will happen.... i honestly am starting to believe this fucking weather brings the worst out in me...it might seem to farfetched but i honestly think that... i think thats why my moms been a bitch lately too we are alllll sick of the shitty weather like everyone here and we jsut want it to get nice out another thing i think bothers me too is school now tell me whos not sick of that yet? i think it just frustrates me and shit that i act like this......i cant wait till summer i really hope amanda could come up there with me and my family i think she might enjoy it up there.....and when me and amanda first went out we always asked each other " how long u think we will go out " and our answers were always " long time hopefully " and to be honest i still think that we will be going out for a long time still....i love her more then anything... i loved her far before she even loved me i think i was just afraid to say it.... and even tho ive been fucking up lately i honestly think we will stay together for awhile cuz.. theres no way i am letting sucha beautiful, loving girl like that go....no way...even if she had to go live with her dad that wouldnt stop me from loving her or seeing her......amanda l. letcavage i love u with all my heart and i would never do something to hurt u intentionally u mean everything to me and i will never let u go!

 

other shit now...... i havent updated in awhile mostly because i am barely home and when i am i am either on the phone or watching t.v. i think the chappelle show and southpark are by far the best shows on tv today its just gay how the next day in school people have to keep repeating the same lines that u hear in the show over and over again its retarded.....i am thinkin if i should give ryan b-day money i dunno because if i do i might be risking it to get dashboard tickets... and i dunno i kinda really wanna see him.... i think chris carrabba and brandon boyd both write the nicest and coolest lyrics ever! so yeah, i wanna go take amanda to see dashboard... the next day blink 182, the used and taking back sunday are in town and ive seen blink 2-3 times already so i dont care so much about that i reallllllyyy wanna see the used and TBS tho...so yeah i hope i get my shitty car fixed sooon! my grandpa said hes gonna take it over soon.....i love driving my mom and dads cars and shit and i love everyhting in those cars... the heat... speed and cd player but once i get my car i will get sooo much freedom.... go anywhere pretty much.. and i cant wait till i get my operators license and also ive been going to HOT TOPIC lately and they have the COOLEST nintendo shirts ever.. and coolest band t-shirts! but yeah i think i am done pretty much for now....

 

and even though she doesnt really look at peoples live journals lately i wanna give a shout out to michelle...u are sooo cool and i am sooooo sorry about your mom... i seriously hope everything works out good for you.

 

 i love you amanda

 

 

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[10 Feb 2004|11:28am]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Dashboard - Screaming Infidelities ]

Heyyyy i am finally updating again i decided to stay home from school today cuz i just hate it and its only tuesday soooo why bother soooo since the last time i updated nothing tooo exciting happened ive had the flu which blew ass and lets see last weekend veronica, amanda nad jessica all tried trimming my hair but veronica did a shitty job and its not even noticable... the on saturday it was lakeviews comming home dance and i couldnt go cuz my moms didnt want me to and plus i didnt have to wear for it cuz ryan asked me at the last minute if me and amanda would go...... amanda was about too go but she didnt :-) so we went to big boys where ryan and veronica and ashley were eating before the dance cuz alllll the other restraunts were PACKED! and ryan and veronica were all pissy to amanda sooo me jess and amanda sat by ourselfs and had fun and watched and saw how pissed ryan and veronica were lol we were all talking and laughing and they were like sitting there all quiet we then hung at amandas for awhile and then went to veronicas after the dance and hung out over there and trashed the whole house kinda it was funny i got water all over her house... we all wrestled her down it was soooo great thats all i can really remember for awhile..nothing to exciting really...just been hanging out with my love amanda lol which is always cool

 

i am trying to figure out how to put pics of me on here but none of the pic host sites wont work for me :-/

I LOVE YOU AMANDA
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[24 Jan 2004|01:53pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | the juliana theory ]

FUCKKKKK :*-( toooo much on my mind to update this peice of shit journal anymore fuck live journal :-( i'll prolly update sometime in the future FUCK

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[18 Jan 2004|11:01pm]
[ mood | melancholy ]
[ music | Brand new - me vs maradona vs elvis ]

yessss i figured out how to switch my background image on LJ!! i got a bad ass taking back sunday one on it yeah yeah this weekend was cooool am thursday amanda got ungrounded sooooooo yessssssss thats always good :-) friday we all hung out at amandas during the day aand then went to vicious vees house ryan nailed veronica in with a chunk of ice and it was funny at first when he was throwing snowballs at her but she was crying and everyone was laughing i felt bad it was kinda mean we just watched movies at veronicas we rented " they " what a gay movie almost as gay as me typing in pink lol yeah on saturday me, amanda, ryan, ashley, and jessica went and saw scary movie 3 and i thought it was pretty bad ass i thought it was funny not alot of people think so i thought it was fuckin hilarious actually but yeah after we left there was a car parked in front of us and there were people having sex in it sooooo funny the guy was looking at us seeing if we left we waited there for awhile and stared and waved when his head popped up and when i drove off i honked and waved who has sex in an open parking lot honestly??? like a busy parking lot can we make it anymore obvious? but yeah i jsut dropped everyone off after that today i worked for 4 hours and then hung out with veronica and amanda and thats it pretty sweet weekend

 

i am soooooo glad amandas ungrounded

<big>i missed her soooooo much u have no idea</big>

 

 

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[14 Jan 2004|09:20pm]

ok wellllll i got nothing  to write about at alll whats so ever just that i have finals and half days soooo thats bad ass it snowed like crazy out here i hope school is closed tommarow u have no idea how happy i would be but yeah thats all i gotta say

 

AMANDA I MISS YOU
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grounded....................... [04 Jan 2004|03:28am]
[ mood | lonely ]
[ music | The Early November ]

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
seriously.....

being grounded is the worst thing ever like i am lucky i have a job right now yeah i actually enjoy going to work now because i know when i get home i will have to stay there and rot in my own room doing shit.... the only high lights of my day is talking with amanda on the phone....

Friday i worked thank god till 8 i coulda went home early it was between me and my friend mike we had to play rock, paper, scissors for it.... i won.... but i am grounded sooo i let him go home.. normally i woulda been happy i won and got to leave early cuz its a FRIDAY and i could leave early but i didnt have shit to do... after work i came home and called AMANDA and we talked for awhile like always... then my dad said i could go on the computer so whatever that was cool.....

SATURDAY i worked again 4-9 but i got let our early i got let out at 8 cuz it wasnt busy at all... why do i have to be grounded when i get let out early ya know??? fucking ridiculous my mom told me maybe in a few days if i show her i can be "good" whatever the hell that means i am always nice to her until she gives me shit for something i didnt do... she said if i can be good she will let me hang out with amanda but just her... which is cool i miss her already lol i mean i talk to her everyday and everything but i miss her :-/ i wanna see her even if its just for like 5 minutes it sux....

tommarow i gotta gay ass science project to do i gotta make a pamphlet for ROCK CREEK NATIONAL PARK all the good parks were taken i picke done that sounded cool and guess what??? its not that cool.. just my luck its prolly impossible to find too so yeah... were suppose to get alot of snow i hope we get a snowday....so yeah tommarows gonna be gay just like the past few days have been..



loserkids.com is pissing me off..they STILL havent gotten that jacket in!! i want that jacket like crazy



and this....


FUCK!!!


yeah if anything exciting happens to my boring grounded ass i'll update.....

*7 felt it!*

[31 Dec 2003|01:38am]
[ music | sdgdsfhdfh ]

yeahhhhhhh new years is gonna kick asss hopefully.... were all gettin a motel and getting drunnk! or a hotel whichever one we can actually get..... alls i know is i wanna get wasted and have fun and not worry about anyone puking and shit but somehow i have a feeling that wont happen we'll see tho


sunday
hung out with amanda and jessica all night and watched van wilder and some southpark till about 3 AM then i dropped them off at jessicas.... casey and malone got in trouble for paintballing my friends car.. its kinda funny that they got in trouble.. i feel bad for bobby...

Monday
i didnt work so we all went to ashleys and i was in a baaaaad mood my cell phone is a peice and now its allll fucked up and then there was other reasons i was mad too but yeah i had a bad night

Tuesday
i worked 4-8 then hung out with brian, amanda, jess and veronica and veronica was stoooonnnnneeeddddd haha frst time for her lmao i messed with brian alot haha he was sooo out..... after that we went to my garage and chilled there and talked and the normal shit and then dropped everyone off

short ass post but oh well

*1 felt it!*

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